i woke up today, and immediately wanted to go back to bed. more than ever, i'm thinking i should be back on my antidepressants but, i don't like being or feeling weak. i work at 2 and am dreading it. i could cry any minute now. some days it's just hard to move, hard to think...instead i feel constantly, and i hurt constantly, over anything and everything. people must think i'm ridiculous, because the way i see it, i am.
i so much would love to just run away, and disappear. it's something i think about all the time, something i dream about.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h8oTT9r9978
